my special prayer
"my dear Heavenly Father, good morning! it's already 3:56 in the morning. i admit that i am already tired, sleepy and worn-out. but then i made up my mind that before i close my eyes and go to sleep, i wanna reserve a very special moment with You. a moment where i can tell you averything i wanna say and everything i'm feeling right now. this is new because i am doing this online with my blogspot. but then again, i wanna make my first post of the year so special that i am dedicating it all to You.
Lord, it's been a year now. time flies so fast. it seems like yesterday when we celebrated the approaching year of 2005 and look at us, we're celebrating another year again. two thousand and six. Lord, i wanna lift Your name above all things, above everything. you have showered me a lot of blessing this past year, things that i do not deserve yet You care about me so much You still blessed me with all of these. I lift Your name up because no matter how sinful i am, no matter how dark my wholebeing is, You remained faithful to me. You are the only one constant in my life, the one who stays with me through thick and thin, and won't let me go. You are the one who still forgives me even though i deserve them anymore. You never gave up on me Lord and i guess forever isn't enough till i truly fathom how much you care for me. how much you love me.
Tonight, i humbly come before You to ask for forgiveness for every EVERY every sins that i have committed against You, against my fellow brothers and sisters, and against myself. i am so sorry. and i really mean those. from the biggest things that i have done wrong upto the littlest things. i am so sorry. marami akong naging pagkukulang. You already know all of them, it's between You and me now. dear Lord, forgive me. as this new year approaches, i pray that please PLEASE please help me not to commit those sins anymore. i know i am a born sinner and i won't help but to sin, i know that. but all i ask is to help me to focus on You and to trust You more. i leave it all up to You. give me more patience and understanding, guide me allthroughout and don't EVER let me go - that i may know what to do and how to react. i also pray that may you touch my heart and have the gift of forgiveness that i may also learn how to forgive others just as how You forgive me. i know i don't have anybody right now that i wasn't able to forgive yet but i still pray for it. so that when if i need it when time comes, it'll come in handy.
Lord i also wanna take this time to thank YOU for blessing me with my family and friends all over the place. without them, my life wouldn't be complete. and i thank You for that. for giving them to me. i may not be able to tell them personally how much they mean to me nor express my gratitude to them but tonight, i am praying for EACH and everyone of them. to my special family and friends, i pray you good health, more patience, success, and a wonderful walk with God. i thank God for them, for making me smile and for giving me another reason to wake up in the morning knowing that i am surrounded by people that i care the most. to my family: my wonderful parents; Lord, please PLEASE be with them always. give them good health and prosper them with many more birthdays to come. always let them remember that they are loved and respected. to my sister, Lord i love her so much Lord. we do fight and You know that. but behind those petty arguments, i care for her the most. i pray Lord to please guide her as she grows up. she's been growing so fast and in a snap, she's already matured. all i ask Lord is to never let go of her hand and ALWAYS enlighten her what's the best and the right thing to do. for my cousins and relatives, uncles and aunties, lolos and lolas: i may not be seeing you very often but i do care for you. Lord, don't forget them. remember them as well. of course, my church family as well as my family here in somerville, they have become my second family. Lord, take good care of them as well. and yes, my very very special friends, all of you: i love you so much. thank you for making me feel as one of the luckiest person knowing that i have you around. Lord, remember them too. please be with them as they reach their dreams, their goals and the success You prepared for them. help them to be a better person and with whatever endeavors they'll be encountering for this coming year.
Lord, i ask too much huh? im sorry. it's just that im leaving everything to Your will already. i know this coming year would be something. a lot of happiness but sure, a lot of hard times too. i pray Lord, please be with me always. i pray for more patience, understanding and faith. i pray for trust, courage and loyalty as well. i dedicate my nursing program to You as well. it's getting harder but please help me through it. i pray for peace of mind. i pray for all those who are sick. You are the Great Physician, please heal them Lord. thank you Lord for every answered prayer. for my job and money i earned. it's not much but im in awe of You because You don't forget, you always provide for me. tonight, i pray that please work on me as well. i wanna learn more about You. but i can't do this without Your help. i wanna experience you in a higher level this year. help me to trust more on You and to willingly wait for whatever Your will is for me. help me too with my self-esteem and self-confidence. use me that i can testify to other people too.
Lord, i can sleep peacefully tonight. it's already 4:47 am. thank you for giving us another year where we can enjoy the life filled with You compassion, faithfulness and love. always help me to strive better and to remain humble and simple. i pray that may your holy angels protect not only me but all of the special people i care. i thank You for giving Jesus Christ who died on the cross for me and my sins that i may be able to see You in heaven soon. i don't deserve it and thank you isn't enough with EVERYTHING You have done to me. I love You so much Lord. You are awesome. and i know this year would be meaningful, regardless of these ups and downs, because of YOU. i dedicated this year to YOu. thank You for being my reason.
this i ask in dear Jesus precious name i pray, AMEN."
"my dear Heavenly Father, good morning! it's already 3:56 in the morning. i admit that i am already tired, sleepy and worn-out. but then i made up my mind that before i close my eyes and go to sleep, i wanna reserve a very special moment with You. a moment where i can tell you averything i wanna say and everything i'm feeling right now. this is new because i am doing this online with my blogspot. but then again, i wanna make my first post of the year so special that i am dedicating it all to You.
Lord, it's been a year now. time flies so fast. it seems like yesterday when we celebrated the approaching year of 2005 and look at us, we're celebrating another year again. two thousand and six. Lord, i wanna lift Your name above all things, above everything. you have showered me a lot of blessing this past year, things that i do not deserve yet You care about me so much You still blessed me with all of these. I lift Your name up because no matter how sinful i am, no matter how dark my wholebeing is, You remained faithful to me. You are the only one constant in my life, the one who stays with me through thick and thin, and won't let me go. You are the one who still forgives me even though i deserve them anymore. You never gave up on me Lord and i guess forever isn't enough till i truly fathom how much you care for me. how much you love me.
Tonight, i humbly come before You to ask for forgiveness for every EVERY every sins that i have committed against You, against my fellow brothers and sisters, and against myself. i am so sorry. and i really mean those. from the biggest things that i have done wrong upto the littlest things. i am so sorry. marami akong naging pagkukulang. You already know all of them, it's between You and me now. dear Lord, forgive me. as this new year approaches, i pray that please PLEASE please help me not to commit those sins anymore. i know i am a born sinner and i won't help but to sin, i know that. but all i ask is to help me to focus on You and to trust You more. i leave it all up to You. give me more patience and understanding, guide me allthroughout and don't EVER let me go - that i may know what to do and how to react. i also pray that may you touch my heart and have the gift of forgiveness that i may also learn how to forgive others just as how You forgive me. i know i don't have anybody right now that i wasn't able to forgive yet but i still pray for it. so that when if i need it when time comes, it'll come in handy.
Lord i also wanna take this time to thank YOU for blessing me with my family and friends all over the place. without them, my life wouldn't be complete. and i thank You for that. for giving them to me. i may not be able to tell them personally how much they mean to me nor express my gratitude to them but tonight, i am praying for EACH and everyone of them. to my special family and friends, i pray you good health, more patience, success, and a wonderful walk with God. i thank God for them, for making me smile and for giving me another reason to wake up in the morning knowing that i am surrounded by people that i care the most. to my family: my wonderful parents; Lord, please PLEASE be with them always. give them good health and prosper them with many more birthdays to come. always let them remember that they are loved and respected. to my sister, Lord i love her so much Lord. we do fight and You know that. but behind those petty arguments, i care for her the most. i pray Lord to please guide her as she grows up. she's been growing so fast and in a snap, she's already matured. all i ask Lord is to never let go of her hand and ALWAYS enlighten her what's the best and the right thing to do. for my cousins and relatives, uncles and aunties, lolos and lolas: i may not be seeing you very often but i do care for you. Lord, don't forget them. remember them as well. of course, my church family as well as my family here in somerville, they have become my second family. Lord, take good care of them as well. and yes, my very very special friends, all of you: i love you so much. thank you for making me feel as one of the luckiest person knowing that i have you around. Lord, remember them too. please be with them as they reach their dreams, their goals and the success You prepared for them. help them to be a better person and with whatever endeavors they'll be encountering for this coming year.
Lord, i ask too much huh? im sorry. it's just that im leaving everything to Your will already. i know this coming year would be something. a lot of happiness but sure, a lot of hard times too. i pray Lord, please be with me always. i pray for more patience, understanding and faith. i pray for trust, courage and loyalty as well. i dedicate my nursing program to You as well. it's getting harder but please help me through it. i pray for peace of mind. i pray for all those who are sick. You are the Great Physician, please heal them Lord. thank you Lord for every answered prayer. for my job and money i earned. it's not much but im in awe of You because You don't forget, you always provide for me. tonight, i pray that please work on me as well. i wanna learn more about You. but i can't do this without Your help. i wanna experience you in a higher level this year. help me to trust more on You and to willingly wait for whatever Your will is for me. help me too with my self-esteem and self-confidence. use me that i can testify to other people too.
Lord, i can sleep peacefully tonight. it's already 4:47 am. thank you for giving us another year where we can enjoy the life filled with You compassion, faithfulness and love. always help me to strive better and to remain humble and simple. i pray that may your holy angels protect not only me but all of the special people i care. i thank You for giving Jesus Christ who died on the cross for me and my sins that i may be able to see You in heaven soon. i don't deserve it and thank you isn't enough with EVERYTHING You have done to me. I love You so much Lord. You are awesome. and i know this year would be meaningful, regardless of these ups and downs, because of YOU. i dedicated this year to YOu. thank You for being my reason.
this i ask in dear Jesus precious name i pray, AMEN."