i just got home from work a lil bit earlier. busy? ermm. u decide: oncology floor + 10 patients + 2 blood transfusions + some complete assists + 5 isolations + 3 c-diff patients + 6 blood sugars at 1600 and 2200 + intake and output + ADLs + 9 backrubs = total of 8 hours of compassion and care. priceless.
but i won't lie. i am so tired right now. i woke up 745 am and class ended up at 2 pm. not even an hour, i have to be at hospital to work by 3. then i just got home and i have to be early tomorrow morning again for school. but hey, this is what makes my life interesting. but i wish i can keep up with it.
i am bothered tonight. my schedule at work is messed up. since im working per diem, i realized that i have to work every other weekends. and that's what i've been doing since the first time i started working as PCT. and it was pretty clear that i can work every sunday and if i need to do something on that day, just tell them u can't come. but here's comes the bad news that literally turned my smile upside down. every other weekends is mandatory for every per diem employee and weekends meaning both SATURDAY and sunday. i am so stressed right now. maybe that's the reason why i can't sleep. HOW IN THE WORLD am i going to solve this?! given that i have to make-up a lot of things in my nursing class for this second half to pass and get better grades, why am i faced with this issue at work - why now? i told myself i have to FOCUS this second half on my studies - bakit ngayon pa nagkaproblema ng ganito sa work ko. i can't give up my job or else im broke. i can't work saturdays - thats my final decision. so what's left of me...oh, poor reine..
i guess im the most stressed living creature awake this midnight. but then again, "all things work for good for those who love God and are called according to His purpose to them. romans 8:28" earlier this morning when i woke up, i whispered a prayer asking Him to plant even just a lil tiny itsy bitsy seed of faith in my heart and even though it's just as small as it can possibly be -it wil grow. it'll grow just enough to trust and have faith on Him that no matter how crazy my world is right now- im all peaceful within. like my friend sed, "prayer is power" - definitely true. pray for me guys.
this is sad though. i always put sad posts in my blog lately. hmm, i guess my blog deserves some of MY corny jokes and weerd lafters huh? can't wait till im through with all this. and then i just remembered, i have my 1st big test on tuesday for our 2nd-half sem but then sunday b4 that, i have to go to philadelphia for bodies museum from 9am till 3pm and should be at hospital by 5pm till midnight to work. it never ends.
well, i better stop now and rest. coz it's almost 2 in the mawning. i see the moon smiling back at me. just few more days and my favorite fulmoon will be back to accompany me at night. till next time. iloveyouallmyprincesandmyprincesses.
thanks for the hugz. it always turns my upside-down smile back to where it should be.
but i won't lie. i am so tired right now. i woke up 745 am and class ended up at 2 pm. not even an hour, i have to be at hospital to work by 3. then i just got home and i have to be early tomorrow morning again for school. but hey, this is what makes my life interesting. but i wish i can keep up with it.
i am bothered tonight. my schedule at work is messed up. since im working per diem, i realized that i have to work every other weekends. and that's what i've been doing since the first time i started working as PCT. and it was pretty clear that i can work every sunday and if i need to do something on that day, just tell them u can't come. but here's comes the bad news that literally turned my smile upside down. every other weekends is mandatory for every per diem employee and weekends meaning both SATURDAY and sunday. i am so stressed right now. maybe that's the reason why i can't sleep. HOW IN THE WORLD am i going to solve this?! given that i have to make-up a lot of things in my nursing class for this second half to pass and get better grades, why am i faced with this issue at work - why now? i told myself i have to FOCUS this second half on my studies - bakit ngayon pa nagkaproblema ng ganito sa work ko. i can't give up my job or else im broke. i can't work saturdays - thats my final decision. so what's left of me...oh, poor reine..
i guess im the most stressed living creature awake this midnight. but then again, "all things work for good for those who love God and are called according to His purpose to them. romans 8:28" earlier this morning when i woke up, i whispered a prayer asking Him to plant even just a lil tiny itsy bitsy seed of faith in my heart and even though it's just as small as it can possibly be -it wil grow. it'll grow just enough to trust and have faith on Him that no matter how crazy my world is right now- im all peaceful within. like my friend sed, "prayer is power" - definitely true. pray for me guys.
this is sad though. i always put sad posts in my blog lately. hmm, i guess my blog deserves some of MY corny jokes and weerd lafters huh? can't wait till im through with all this. and then i just remembered, i have my 1st big test on tuesday for our 2nd-half sem but then sunday b4 that, i have to go to philadelphia for bodies museum from 9am till 3pm and should be at hospital by 5pm till midnight to work. it never ends.
well, i better stop now and rest. coz it's almost 2 in the mawning. i see the moon smiling back at me. just few more days and my favorite fulmoon will be back to accompany me at night. till next time. iloveyouallmyprincesandmyprincesses.
thanks for the hugz. it always turns my upside-down smile back to where it should be.