missed
"there's only us. there's only this. forget regret or life is yours to miss. no other road, no other way. no day but today." ~rent movie
life. an amazing collage of laughter. tears. family. problems. friendship. God. love. smiles. memories. changes. sentiments. whatifs. whatcouldhavebeens. chances. prayer. music. experience. dreams. simplicity. perseverance. hugs. something. anything. everything.
all of these ensemble who we are. there may be some things we can't explain, we can't understand. questions that make you go crazy yet answers are nowhere to be found. that no matter how you spend your time all throughout the day thinking what's next step - you end up empty handed.
and then you ask yourself - why is this all happening to me? you resort to different kind of thoughts and ways convincing yourself that all of these are happening for a reason. a reason that you cant understand for the moment but when everything is all set and when the right time comes - then you'll get why. infamous line. heard it a lot of times yet till now, it still didnt sink in yet. better yet, i still believe that everything happening to me right now has a reason.
i remember when i was a kid, i'd always run to get out of something i've done. sometimes it's for the good but a lot of times - it's because of my naughtiness. everytime i have a surprise for my parents - i'd run away thinking that if im around - it'll spoil the surprise. but if my cup of water is spilled on the floor intentionally or if i've misplaced my dad's favorite things - i'd literally run for my life. open the door and lock it behind me without any keys at all. for a moment, i'd feel secured knowing that ive run away from him and there's no way he could catch me. but then again, you realized that there's NO way you come back home if you wouldnt knock the door and say im sorry.
sometimes, we wish life can be that simple. problems and questions that you can run away from, wishing that it'll never be back. a lot of times, we think this way. or should i say - we wish this way. where when we committed something wrong, we'd wish it's all a bad dream and you'll wake up again where everything's great already. or when we are bombarded by problems we don't even know where to start, we wish we're at neverland and all will just snap away and never come back to the real world. most of the time, we wish that if we're faced with all these trials and brokenness, tears and hatred, loss and pain - we could all run away from it and never come back.
but i realized that it shouldn't be that way. because no matter how long your road is - there will always be an intersection where two points will meet. you can't run from it, nor forget it. at some point - you'll always find yourself finding its way back home. you realize that the only way to move on - to move forward is to face it. and that's one of the million reasons why this so-called life is molded into something unique and irreplaceble. that's the time you realize that without these, life would be incomplete.
you might be a passerby on my silly pointless page - clueless on what im talking about. i dont blame you, even myself can't understand how was i able to come up with this one. can't wait for that moment till all of the reasons why these things are happening in my life is finally within my grasp. but one thing i know, when life gives you two roads and asked you which road will you take - dont think twice. or even thrice. think a lot of times because , this road you chose to take and this simple little choice you make - it will change your life FOREVER.
i am back.
"there's only us. there's only this. forget regret or life is yours to miss. no other road, no other way. no day but today." ~rent movie
life. an amazing collage of laughter. tears. family. problems. friendship. God. love. smiles. memories. changes. sentiments. whatifs. whatcouldhavebeens. chances. prayer. music. experience. dreams. simplicity. perseverance. hugs. something. anything. everything.
all of these ensemble who we are. there may be some things we can't explain, we can't understand. questions that make you go crazy yet answers are nowhere to be found. that no matter how you spend your time all throughout the day thinking what's next step - you end up empty handed.
and then you ask yourself - why is this all happening to me? you resort to different kind of thoughts and ways convincing yourself that all of these are happening for a reason. a reason that you cant understand for the moment but when everything is all set and when the right time comes - then you'll get why. infamous line. heard it a lot of times yet till now, it still didnt sink in yet. better yet, i still believe that everything happening to me right now has a reason.
i remember when i was a kid, i'd always run to get out of something i've done. sometimes it's for the good but a lot of times - it's because of my naughtiness. everytime i have a surprise for my parents - i'd run away thinking that if im around - it'll spoil the surprise. but if my cup of water is spilled on the floor intentionally or if i've misplaced my dad's favorite things - i'd literally run for my life. open the door and lock it behind me without any keys at all. for a moment, i'd feel secured knowing that ive run away from him and there's no way he could catch me. but then again, you realized that there's NO way you come back home if you wouldnt knock the door and say im sorry.
sometimes, we wish life can be that simple. problems and questions that you can run away from, wishing that it'll never be back. a lot of times, we think this way. or should i say - we wish this way. where when we committed something wrong, we'd wish it's all a bad dream and you'll wake up again where everything's great already. or when we are bombarded by problems we don't even know where to start, we wish we're at neverland and all will just snap away and never come back to the real world. most of the time, we wish that if we're faced with all these trials and brokenness, tears and hatred, loss and pain - we could all run away from it and never come back.
but i realized that it shouldn't be that way. because no matter how long your road is - there will always be an intersection where two points will meet. you can't run from it, nor forget it. at some point - you'll always find yourself finding its way back home. you realize that the only way to move on - to move forward is to face it. and that's one of the million reasons why this so-called life is molded into something unique and irreplaceble. that's the time you realize that without these, life would be incomplete.
you might be a passerby on my silly pointless page - clueless on what im talking about. i dont blame you, even myself can't understand how was i able to come up with this one. can't wait for that moment till all of the reasons why these things are happening in my life is finally within my grasp. but one thing i know, when life gives you two roads and asked you which road will you take - dont think twice. or even thrice. think a lot of times because , this road you chose to take and this simple little choice you make - it will change your life FOREVER.
i am back.